Friday, March 4

> A moment i choose to remember ..

Finally caught A Moment to Remember today. I love Korean's production, though its pretty much of the same plot most of the time. I'll never get sick of em. However, i felt that Windstruck was much nicer than this. I cried when i watched Windstruck, but A Moment to Remember didnt move me to tears. Maybe its because everyone feedback that it was damn nice and touching so my expectations of the movie rose to quite a high level. Nevertheless, a good one. 4 stars upon five im giving.

Head down to Cineleisure just for the show and i left home right after that. Lol. Imagine how desperate i was to catch it. Ate quite a lot today too. =(

Tomorrow its the girlfriend's day. Yay! Guess we'll catch another movie. No doubt, im one super movie fanatic. I love catching movies. I think the amount of money spent on movies could buy me lots and lots of clothes and skirts. lol.

I still wanna catch Hide and Seek! Yup, and more new movies coming up. Hitch, Boogeyman etc. But exams are just around the corner, dont think i will have much time to catch em. How sad !

About a year ago during this period of time, i was in the courtship days with my second love. Those days were memorable and i guess it wouldnt harm much just to reminisce those days, will it? I remembered very clearly, i was then a salesgirl at Ebase Parkway Parade. It was only a 5-10 minutes walk from my residence. But Edmund will always turn up outside Ebase when i finish work just to send me home on his bike. Every single day during my break time, he will sneak out of his office at Katong just to accompany me pass by the short 30 or 45 minutes. Every day without fail, he will call me on my cell phone and chit chat. On days when i do closing, he will send me home and chat a little at the void deck or bring me somewhere for dinner. Every day without fail, we will meet up. It became more like a routine and soon i fell in love, i couldnt pass a day without the sight of him. I grew to be very dependent on him.

I remembered clearly once, when he didnt call me. I cried to sleep that very night, thinking of all the reasons why he didnt call. I thought he got sick and tired of me, i thought he didnt want to chase after me anymore. Because ive been playing hard to get, always pretending he didnt mean anything to me. I cried to sleep, only till that night i realised how important he is. But still, the stubborn me who really love to hang up and sell, refused to call him. Only to realise the next day that he fell asleep really early and didnt wake up till the next day evening.

Things were going so smoothly though i knew very much what kind of person he was. His history and infamous act. But i refused to heed the advices of all the people close to him who know and could foresee that i will regret one day. The courtship days lasted for about a month. We meet up everyday, worst come to worst, its 5 days a week. I was then a really happy girl. No guy had ever waited so long for me. Though 1 month is pretty short, but guys around me always give up after a week or two of courting, or worst, a few days. He gave me a feeling i've never felt, but the happy days doesnt last long. We ended very shortly after being officially together.

I admit i love to play hard to get, i always pretend i do not like the person though i do. I wanted to see and test how much patience and sincere the guy really am. People have told me to bring down my expectations of a boyfriend, and feedback stated that i intimidate guys. I seriously do not need to depend on a guy for survival. All i needed was a support and someone for me to love who of cos loves me back.

I hate it when all my friends are attached. Ive no one to turn to when i wanna go shopping or to the movies. The feeling sucks a hell lot. But im afraid of commitments and i still want my freedom. If only i could find a guy who gives me the right kind of feeling, who will not be possesive, have mutual trust, love and gives each other ample amount of freedom. I'll love that guy to bits. lol.

Stop dreaming la Amber. -slaps forehead-

sealed-with-a-kiss < 8:51:00 pm

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